Thursday, August 18, 2005
Happy Birthday to My dearest darling me! (craps)
I can't believe I woke up in the middle of the night just to write all this. Well, there's a reason behind. I slept early just now, dreamt of Valerie and suddenly, I felt something hard on top of me. It's like someone is sitting on me! It's so painful and hard that my chest and stomach still feel abit pain, even now. I tried to push it off me, but my whole body seems to be locked. So I started thinking of my dearest God, my Abba father. Praying to him seems to work. That's what I thought. And it really did work. The huge impact on me slowly
dissipated disappear. Everything seems to be fine. I tried to sleep, but it seems like after this thing, I'm totally awake. Maybe it's the fear inside me. Then I thought, "Why am I afraid?" There's nothing to be scared of, seriously. I know God is always there for me.
Later, I think about it again. Was it really something on me? Spirits? Since it's the 7th Month. But of course, I don't really believe it that. Or was it just my imagination? Or my body sudddenly cramp just like how muscle or leg cramp occur? Well, I don't know. Whatever it is, hope it doesn't happen again. It is so painful. Can't breathe.
Whatever!
Happy Birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday.. happy birthday.. Happy birthday to ME!
Check on Friendster, it's like ages since I come online to check mail, surf net and update myself through friendster to know what my friends are doing. And I found that... there are many august babies. Hmm. Good! August babies Rock! =P
Ever wonder why, because 9 months ago, it was around the month of October, November and December - holidays? Maybe a good time to have sex, that's what our parents did that resulted in us today.
Chemistry Pre-Prelim exam on saturday and Chem mock practical on Friday. I want to score A. But I realised it can't be done. It's too late. Just try my best. I sacrifice my birthday for these 2 important exams or tests. Better get something in return.
Maybe I should go study now since I can't sleep. It depends. =)
Love,
Sara` @ 2:16 AM
Sweet Nineteen! Complex. FLOWERPODDER. obviously blogger. Crazy.
SHE LOVES
herself.
her family.
Tze Yeong Kelly Kenn Roy Claryce Shafiq.
SAKURA SURIOPTO SKYLINE.
BFTs.
my darlings(TRSVJ).
to read blogs.
to shop online.
outdoor activities. sports.
MTV.
watching HK drama serials.
to play online games. Yahoo games.
music. JAZZ, oldies, love songs.
Backstreet Boys. THE CLICK FIVE.
her room. her laptop. her handphone.
Of all, GOD the most!
P.S Of course not forgetting
MING YONG!