Thursday, October 27, 2005
What's wrong, God?
First thing in the morning, I spilled the hot chicken essence on my hands which turn red and my mum had to put some cream on it. I knocked my stupid hand against the door accidently.
Is it a sign?
I did badly for my chemistry A level Practical. 2 out of 3 ions wrong. If the ions are wrong, observations would be wrong too. Because you derived your ions from the observations. I totally screw it up. I'm feeling so sad that I want to cry out loud so as to feel better. But I can't!!
I think it's because everytime after I cried, I grew stronger. That's why it's hard for me to cry now. *sigh* Feeling so down, sad and depressed. No more good results. I think I better re-aim.
Chemistry - B Maths - A
Biology - C General Paper - C5
Hopefully still can get into University. =(
Argh. Maybe I should just marry a rich guy. Or someone who can support me for the next 60 years or more.
That guy would be Mark, who says that he will support me. So I should just stay at home and be a "Tai-Tai".
Dreams of becoming a successful careerwomen are dashed. No more.
Love,
Sara` @ 1:20 PM
Sweet Nineteen! Complex. FLOWERPODDER. obviously blogger. Crazy.
SHE LOVES
herself.
her family.
Tze Yeong Kelly Kenn Roy Claryce Shafiq.
SAKURA SURIOPTO SKYLINE.
BFTs.
my darlings(TRSVJ).
to read blogs.
to shop online.
outdoor activities. sports.
MTV.
watching HK drama serials.
to play online games. Yahoo games.
music. JAZZ, oldies, love songs.
Backstreet Boys. THE CLICK FIVE.
her room. her laptop. her handphone.
Of all, GOD the most!
P.S Of course not forgetting
MING YONG!