Thursday, November 09, 2006
I'm feeling damn freaking stress these few weeks. Hell with all the projects. I've been popping panadol pills more often recently. Seems like my secondary school and JC days are back. Freaking stress. What's with the stupid stress feeling?
Today, you gave me a wake-up scolding or whatever you may want to say. I'm feeling down since then. I know and I understood every single thing which you said. But I just can't focus. Maybe I'm just a coward or a wuss like you mentioned. However, I'm trying my best to give my fullest attention to my studies already. Not my best effort though. The drive is just not there.
I wanna cry so badly but I remembered your words. Be strong.
Somehow, am I not good enough for you? I'm afraid.
Everyone is scolding me. Argh. I'm such a S-H-I-T.
Love,
Sara` @ 5:31 PM
Sweet Nineteen! Complex. FLOWERPODDER. obviously blogger. Crazy.
SHE LOVES
herself.
her family.
Tze Yeong Kelly Kenn Roy Claryce Shafiq.
SAKURA SURIOPTO SKYLINE.
BFTs.
my darlings(TRSVJ).
to read blogs.
to shop online.
outdoor activities. sports.
MTV.
watching HK drama serials.
to play online games. Yahoo games.
music. JAZZ, oldies, love songs.
Backstreet Boys. THE CLICK FIVE.
her room. her laptop. her handphone.
Of all, GOD the most!
P.S Of course not forgetting
MING YONG!